Friday, 20 November 2009
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Easy Fettuccine Alfredo
Fettuccine Alfredo
Cheese, Cream, Butter. It's so easy to make, it's ridiculous. Try it.
I looked up from the stove, and smiled at Chieko and June sitting at the dining table, laughing together by the window ten feet away.
My hands moved quickly now. Much more quickly than they did ten years ago. Stirring the sauce. Modulating the heat. Grating the cheese. Flipping the prawns on the grill. Checking the loaf of Ciabatta bread in the oven. Dicing, chopping, mincing, slicing. Our bottle of wine was uncorked and poured between the three of us, and I took a generous gulp of my favorite Pinot Grigio from my favorite little winery in Napa Valley as I prepared dinner for us. Ten years ago, this would have been a major production. But now, it was a simple weeknight dinner for us.
Tonight, I was making Fettuccine Alfredo by request for June.
I can never make Fettuccine Alfredo without remembering the very first time I ever cooked for somebody I loved -- cooking for my best friend Katie in my parents shoddy apartment in the ghetto, because she had told me it was her favorite dish and I wanted to make it for her.
I looked around me. So much had changed in the last ten years. I wasn't a poor kid living in the projects anymore. Instead of a decaying, roach-infested leftover kitchen from the sixties with a half-working range to match; I was standing in my own kitchen in my own place, with granite counter-tops, a hardwood floor, and high-end appliances neatly tucked into their enclosures. Instead of using my mother's shoddy, scratched up T-Fal cookware, I was using All-Clad everything. And instead of eating on a flimsy secondhand metal table with a view of the concrete building next door, we were eating on a custom-made Brazilian mahogany table by an expansive floor-to-ceiling window with a view that was spectacular by any standard.
But Katie wasn't here. And having Fettuccine Alfredo never seemed right without her.* * * * *
Katie told me she loved it. In hindsight, it must have tasted horrible, but she told me she loved it anyway.
What did I know? We were just kids then -- fifteen years old; and I was cooking the first thing I ever tried cooking that wasn't instant ramen or chef boyardee. We had gone to a nice Italian restaurant two weeks earlier, and shared a dinner I could barely afford but I wanted to treat her to anyway. My parents could never afford that sort of thing then, so I had never been to a place like that before. She told me she loved Fettuccine Alfredo, and not having the money to take her out like this yet wanting to treat her to what she loved, I told her that I would make it for her.
I closed my eyes, and for a moment, I could almost hear her voice. Here, my best friend still here with me. Still here to have this Fettuccine Alfredo, finally made the way it's supposed to be made.I use top-grade Plugra european butter now. And fresh non-ultra-pasteurized cream. Fleur de sel. And Parmigiano Reggiano. I roll out and cut my Fettuccine by hand now, because this dish needs fresh-made pasta.
Katie was kind to me then, telling me that she loved the first Fettuccine Alfredo I ever made, with margarine, milk, sawdust parmesan in a green can, and cream cheese. I scorched the sauce, it was clumpy and watery, and the pasta clung together, half-cooked in places and over-cooked in others. She knew better, but it didn't matter to her.
I still remember her face when she put the first twirled fork-full into her mouth.No one has ever made that face since. And I know why. It's because she never took it for granted. It's because she knew exactly why I had made it for her --
-- That I made it for her just because I knew SHE loved it.
She knew I couldn't afford much, but I did what I could. And she knew I didn't know how to cook, but I was trying my damned hardest anyway. Because I was the only person in her entire life that actually gave a damn about her in a world of dysfunctional people who said they cared but really didn't.
Today, it doesn't matter what I make. I could serve a Croquette of Foie Gras and Kogyoku Apple Confit in Black Truffle Demi Glace Reduction, and it would be pedestrian. Because that's just what people expect from me now. And I knew that yes, Chieko and June would appreciate the Fettuccine Alfredo that I was making for them by request -- but they would just eat it. It wouldn't matter that I'm using the best ingredients that money can buy, cooked with the best equipment that money can buy, with hands that money can't buy or that I'm making it because I care for them.
The love would be there, but they would never feel as loved as Katie did that night eating my disgusting mass of loving slop.* * * * *
This stuff above. This is all Fettuccine Alfredo is.
This is the Ninth Week of IReallyLikeFood's Challenge Of The Week Showcase, featuring ingredients and themes which readers and contributors use as a base for creating dishes.
This Ninth Week, it's a Theme: Pasta
If there's any one dish that has significant meaning to me, it's Fettuccine Alfredo.
It's the first real dish I ever made. It's also the one dish that holds the most weight for me, because it was also the first dish I ever made that led me to the mantra that I live by now -- that Food = Love; made for the only girl in my lifetime who ever loved me purely, simply, and unconditionally.
We all begin somewhere when we start to cook. This is where it began for me; and maybe this is where it will begin for you, reader, as well.
Fettuccine Alfredo is a simple dish. Possibly one of the most simple Pasta dishes to make, and yet most people either don't know how, don't try it, or are too afraid to try making it at home. The fact is, it just takes a few steps: Cream and Butter together, simmer, then grated Cheese. And it's done. Really, it's that simple.However, do not substitute ingredients with this dish. You must use Butter, not margarine. You must use Cream (or half-and-half), not milk. You must use a decent fresh-grated Parmesan cheese, not the sawdust-tasting crap in the green can. You really should use a Fresh Fettuccine from the refrigerated section, not the dried stuff in a box -- it makes a big difference. You don't have to use Plugra or Fleur de Sel or Parmigiano Reggiano, but the quality will show through if you do because this is such a simple dish.
Fettuccine Alfredo is also a good introduction to Cream-based Pasta sauces. Add some minced garlic, and you have a garlic cream sauce. Add some pesto, and you have a Creamy Pesto. Change the cheese even, to Gorgonzola maybe. Once you make your first Fettuccine Alfredo and realize how easy it is, you'll realize how versatile this basic technique is, and how many different dishes you can make just by changing a little bit or adding a little something more.
I hope you give this one a try, just so you can see how easy it is to make at home.
I N G R E D I E N T S:1 1/2 Cups Cream or Half-and-Half
5 Tbsp Unsalted Butter
1 Cup Freshly Grated Parmesan Cheese
1lb (500g) Fresh Fettuccine
Salt and Pepper/ Grated Nutmeg to taste
P R O C E D U R E:Start by boiling your pasta water.
When the water is at a rolling boil, add a bit of salt and add your Fettuccine. Stir it around so it doesn't stick. If you are using Fresh Fettuccine, you only need to boil for about 2 minutes.
Combine your Cream and Butter in a saucepan or skillet. Simmer for about 5 minutes, or until slightly thickened.
Add your grated cheese in a few batches at a time, stirring as you go. It should melt into the cream as you stir.
Take your cooked Fettuccine, add it to the Sauce pan, and stir until the sauce is absorbed. Feel free to simmer it a few minutes longer if you like, but otherwise...
Done. Easy right?
Salt / Pepper/ Nutmeg to taste.
Fettuccine Alfredo is usually served as a Starter dish in Italy in small portions, with grilled meat. I like mine with some Grilled Prawns. These are U-15 Tiger Prawns which I've marinated for 30 minutes in garlic, olive oil and chili peppers; and then grilled until just medium-rare. Yes, that's Galbi up there. I eat it with that too.
Plate and Serve immediately, as Alfredo is best eaten immediately.
Also, I like to crumble Parmesan Cheese off of the block as a garnish.* * * * *
I exhaled a deep breath on my balcony, letting my hands and forearms rest on the wrought iron railing in front of me.
I looked back in through the window, at Chieko and June doing the dishes in the kitchen. Chieko, like June's big sister. June, who reminded me of Katie before we started down into the dark places of this world together, ten years ago. Before Katie fell. Before I fell. When we were pure, innocent beings, like June was, laughing as she flung soap bubbles at Chieko.
I sighed. June. Chieko. This beautiful home. I looked down at myself. The tailored, hand-stitched shirt I wore so casually now would have paid a whole month's rent for my parents back then. And the watch on my wrist could have paid my father for nearly a year back then, as he worked long difficult hours so that I would have a chance in life. I would have, then, if I could have. But life is what it is now, not then.
Everything, all of this, every dish I ever cooked and all that I am -- all started there that night, in my parents kitchen in our apartment in the ghetto, with the Fettuccine Alfredo and Katie. For better or for worse, that dinner changed the course of my life... but I knew all that I had now... it was blood money. And I hated it. If it hadn't been for Katie and the Fettuccine Alfredo, I would not be who I was now, where I was, what I was. But we paid so much for it. Katie followed me into the deep, dark places of this world, and she paid a toll more costly than mine. We paid too much for it.
I wondered, what my life would have been like... what our life would have been like, had we never had our Fettuccine Alfredo that night?
Love and Aloha, from another time and place.
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Comments (74)
@anotherdiary@xanga - You know what's interesting... is that Tomato Egg is probably the most common homestyle dish that Asian (Chinese at least) kids in our generation remember our mothers making for us; and yet so few of us actually ever make it. It seems like this is a dish that only tastes good when Mom makes it; but never tastes good when we make it ourselves. I don't know why. Even though I know know to make it, I only like eating this when my mother makes it. Weird isn't it?
@just_the_average_jane@xanga - @live_for_love@xanga - Noooo! No sparkly purple and green nails!! XD
Though random fact: I do know how to do nails, and do them fairly well too. Though one time, I sanded my nail down so much, in an attempt to see how smooth I could make it, that my nail became super thin and pliable. It actually hurt for some time, and I had to be very careful with it until the nail fully grew out again.
Wow. Just... Wow. Your story (plus a very tasty looking recipe) did make me think about a special meal and what it means to me.
When I was little, my parents both worked, so my grandparents babysat me. My grandpa's favorite meal was my grandma's meatloaf. I never really liked it, though, so I complained every time she made it. Now, when I turned six, my parents started remodeling our house, and we were out a kitchen. Grandma made dinner for us most of the time. I always requested she not make meatloaf.
We were only a couple months into the project when Grandpa died of a heart attack. Two weeks after the funeral, Grandma came over with dinner. It was meatloaf. My mom, aunt, grandma, and I all teared up some as we started to eat. Meatloaf never tasted so good. Now it's one of my favorite meals, too. The recipe is the same. The preparation is the same. But there's a little bit of sadness and a lot of love in every bite of Grandma's meatloaf recipe. Grandpa would be proud.
Thanks for reminding me of that.
@petitetokio@xanga - Thank you dear :)
Interesting you mention Murakami, he's one of my favorite authors. He and Chuck Palahniuk, go figure.
@chow - Hmmmmm....with Thanksgiving coming up and coming from a Southern, African-American family that is rather large...I always get a warm, special feeling when I think about Sweet Potato Pie...or Sweet Potato souffle'...there is something so rustic, simple and basic in the recipe...but it reminds me of all the smells of my Grandmother's kitchen...and just the love and laughter surrounding our annual family gatherings. When I think of my mother...in particular..she always ALWAYS smells like cake (LOL)..she bakes..and when I think of Lemon Buttermilk Poundcake..it just reminds me of her.......
Oh..one more thing..my Grandfather and I were VERY close. Every day in summer when I was small..I would stay at their house...he let me drink coffee out of a little cup. After our cups of coffee...we would ride to the country (usually on a Friday) and go get a big, juicy Watermelon to eat and enjoy...we would sit on the steps and under newspaper..and just enjoy it. The smell of coffee and the taste of watermelon remind me of him. To this day...I can't eat watermelon........it just.......makes me sad.
Thanks for posting this again. I was looking for this recipe the other day and coudn't find it. It might be dinner tonight if we make it to the store in time to get the mats.
Miss you lots and I'm looking forward to mah cookehs. xoxoxo
I'm back! Foods that bring up good memories... one that always reminds me of my mom taking care of me is plain steamed egg. I had steamed egg for the first time in second grade, after I had to have my appendix removed. I'd gotten out of the hospital but wasn't back in school yet, and I was lonely since my brothers were both at school (when you're bracketed by siblings on either side, you get used to always having playmates). So I was sitting in the kitchen watching my mom cook, complaining about being hungry, when she said she'd make something special just for me! And it was amazing and delicious, even though it wasn't anything fancy.
@karmavore - Aww, the sunshine tea is so cute!
Such a sad story. :( *hugs*
I was quite touched by your story. You really have a nice way of writing that makes me feel like it's happening right now and that I'm witnessing it somehow.
I have a lot of favorite foods that evoke old memories, mostly good. Like the dumplings my grandma used to make and regular home cooked meals that my mom used to make back when she was more normal. Also, a lot of food I eat brings me back to some of the places I've travelled to - like my first time eating raw oysters in New Orleans, my first fresh rice cracker from Japan, my husbands first time eating real ramen noodles also in Japan...
Thanks for sharing.
@chow - I've actually noticed your nails for a while now and how well groomed they appear. This explains it all. haha... purple nails do sound nice though. =)
This entry is beautiful i like the song a lot as well.... I think i'll try to make fettucine for someone
@chow - ooh, I will have to think about that awhile.
@chow - :) Yes, and I'm very glad the world works the way it does sometimes so these times can happen! I am looking forward to reading your posts on your new personal blog, though. I saw the 50 things and thought, I should really sit down and read this line by line tonight!
The only dish I can think of is the beef stew that my mother makes once in a blue moon, and just a simple porridge with green onion and shredded pork (the type that looks like carpet!) when I'm sick. I'm starting to like my father's random omelets too. Only one of my ex-men have cooked for me, a lemon-herb chicken dish. He really put good time and work into making it for me since I was always driving to his place hungry.
wow i actually got teary eyed. not because it was a sob your heart out love story but because it reminded me that it's the little things that really mattered. strawberry cheesecake for me. i knew it was awful but he ate it all telling me that it was perfect.
My stomach just growled at me.
I kinda feel weird saying in my last comment that fettuccine alfredo was my favorite pasta dish since it has such bittersweet memories for you...
My favorite thing to do as a kid was to make christmas spritz cookies with my mom and sister. Every year my mom would take a week off from work right before christmas and we would make batches and batches of cookies b/c my mom knew how much we liked to make them. Ofcourse we made so many that we made alot of carepackages for people.
I hope that you'll make more happy memories with cooking
That story was very moving, and I think it is so significant for the fact that the smallest thing are the biggest you know?
I will definetly do the dish someday, it sounds wonderfully unhealthy and yummy!It will go well with the chocolatecake with mashmallow covering that's sitting in the fridge since yesterday.Oh, and Iwill definetly drop by your personal blog. take care.
Great post and story!
:/ what happened to katie? this is one of my favorite foods to eat... i'll have to make it sometime. it really does look easy. gonna attempt a green bean casserole for t-day by request. never made it before but the recipe i got from a friend looks simple enough. crossing fingers!!
How interesting....my ipod is playing "A Thousandth Dream" while reading your entry. Anyway, I love Fettuccine Alfredo, but it is a dish to be consumed once in a long while. I enjoyed each and every of your life stories behind your dishes.
I briefly read a few of your blogs on thousandthdish, and it made me want to start cooking awesome meals with your step-by-step directions. I mean, whenever I read the recipes here on Chow, I feel like cooking too, but the thousandthdish blogs gave me a lot more encouragement for some reason. Don't take this the wrong way though! I'm not trying to offer you advice or something, I just wanted to let you know I want to start soon! haha. The encouragement really may just stem from the fact that I stumbled upon easier/more appealing(to me) recipes, and nothing to do with the way your blog was delivered :P
Anyways, with that said, I also feel like I can't start cooking until I have a place I can call my own. My own kitchen, my own supplies, and everything by my own time... you know? This might not all happen for a handful of years though hah. I think I wanted to share that with you because I wanted to let you know in advance that I'll be your #1 newbie-trying-to-cook student! Haha, probably not going to be today or even next month, but it's going to happen before I get super old. I'm going to put "learn how to cook using Chow's blogs" on me&myfriend's bucket list (a list of things you have to do before you die). Seriously. You're #29! haha
I remember the revelation that fettucine alfredo was easy to make. It was from the Bittman How to Cook Everything book. I made so much of that dish. Your recipe is even simpler.
This recipe for chocolate fondants aka lava cakes had some romantic connotations, although I've made it enough times since then that the old memories don't bother me. I just tend to go on a bit about old days when teaching the recipe to friends.
seems like you left some parts out.
i've never been a fan of fettucine alfredo, but this looks delicious. i hope they enjoyed it.