Friday, 20 November 2009

  • Easy Fettuccine Alfredo


    Fettuccine Alfredo
    Cheese, Cream, Butter.  It's so easy to make, it's ridiculous.  Try it.








    I looked up from the stove, and smiled at Chieko and June sitting at the dining table, laughing together by the window ten feet away.


    My hands moved quickly now.  Much more quickly than they did ten years ago.  Stirring the sauce.  Modulating the heat.  Grating the cheese.  Flipping the prawns on the grill.  Checking the loaf of Ciabatta bread in the oven.  Dicing, chopping, mincing, slicing.  Our bottle of wine was uncorked and poured between the three of us, and I took a generous gulp of my favorite Pinot Grigio from my favorite little winery in Napa Valley as I prepared dinner for us.  Ten years ago, this would have been a major production.  But now, it was a simple weeknight dinner for us.

    Tonight, I was making Fettuccine Alfredo by request for June.

    I can never make Fettuccine Alfredo without remembering the very first time I ever cooked for somebody I loved -- cooking for my best friend Katie in my parents shoddy apartment in the ghetto, because she had told me it was her favorite dish and I wanted to make it for her.

    I looked around me.  So much had changed in the last ten years.  I wasn't a poor kid living in the projects anymore.  Instead of a decaying, roach-infested leftover kitchen from the sixties with a half-working range to match; I was standing in my own kitchen in my own place, with granite counter-tops, a hardwood floor, and high-end appliances neatly tucked into their enclosures.  Instead of using my mother's shoddy, scratched up T-Fal cookware, I was using All-Clad everything.  And instead of eating on a flimsy secondhand metal table with a view of the concrete building next door, we were eating on a custom-made Brazilian mahogany table by an expansive floor-to-ceiling window with a view that was spectacular by any standard.

    But Katie wasn't here.  And having Fettuccine Alfredo never seemed right without her.




    * * * * *




    Katie told me she loved it.  In hindsight, it must have tasted horrible, but she told me she loved it anyway. 

    What did I know?  We were just kids then -- fifteen years old; and I was cooking the first thing I ever tried cooking that wasn't instant ramen or chef boyardee.  We had gone to a nice Italian restaurant two weeks earlier, and shared a dinner I could barely afford but I wanted to treat her to anyway.  My parents could never afford that sort of thing then, so I had never been to a place like that before.  She told me she loved Fettuccine Alfredo, and not having the money to take her out like this yet wanting to treat her to what she loved, I told her that I would make it for her.

    I closed my eyes, and for a moment, I could almost hear her voice.  Here, my best friend still here with me.  Still here to have this Fettuccine Alfredo, finally made the way it's supposed to be made.

    I use top-grade Plugra european butter now.  And fresh non-ultra-pasteurized cream.  Fleur de sel.  And Parmigiano Reggiano.  I roll out and cut my Fettuccine by hand now, because this dish needs fresh-made pasta.

    Katie was kind to me then, telling me that she loved the first Fettuccine Alfredo I ever made, with margarine, milk, sawdust parmesan in a green can, and cream cheese.  I scorched the sauce, it was clumpy and watery, and the pasta clung together, half-cooked in places and over-cooked in others.  She knew better, but it didn't matter to her.

    I still remember her face when she put the first twirled fork-full into her mouth.



    No one has ever made that face since.  And I know why.  It's because she never took it for granted.  It's because she knew exactly why I had made it for her --

    -- That I made it for her just because I knew SHE loved it. 

    She knew I couldn't afford much, but I did what I could.  And she knew I didn't know how to cook, but I was trying my damned hardest anyway.  Because I was the only person in her entire life that actually gave a damn about her in a world of dysfunctional people who said they cared but really didn't.



    Today, it doesn't matter what I make.  I could serve a Croquette of Foie Gras and Kogyoku Apple Confit in Black Truffle Demi Glace Reduction, and it would be pedestrian.  Because that's just what people expect from me now.  And I knew that yes, Chieko and June would appreciate the Fettuccine Alfredo that I was making for them by request -- but they would just eat it.  It wouldn't matter that I'm using the best ingredients that money can buy, cooked with the best equipment that money can buy, with hands that money can't buy or that I'm making it because I care for them.

    The love would be there, but they would never feel as loved as Katie did that night eating my disgusting mass of loving slop.




    * * * * *




    This stuff above.  This is all Fettuccine Alfredo is.



    This is the Ninth Week of IReallyLikeFood's Challenge Of The Week Showcase, featuring ingredients and themes which readers and contributors use as a base for creating dishes.

    This Ninth Week, it's a Theme:  Pasta

    If there's any one dish that has significant meaning to me, it's Fettuccine Alfredo.

    It's the first real dish I ever made.  It's also the one dish that holds the most weight for me, because it was also the first dish I ever made that led me to the mantra that I live by now -- that Food = Love; made for the only girl in my lifetime who ever loved me purely, simply, and unconditionally.

    We all begin somewhere when we start to cook.  This is where it began for me; and maybe this is where it will begin for you, reader, as well.

    Fettuccine Alfredo is a simple dish.  Possibly one of the most simple Pasta dishes to make, and yet most people either don't know how, don't try it, or are too afraid to try making it at home.  The fact is, it just takes a few steps:  Cream and Butter together, simmer, then grated Cheese.  And it's done.  Really, it's that simple.

    However, do not substitute ingredients with this dish.  You must use Butter, not margarine.  You must use Cream (or half-and-half), not milk.  You must use a decent fresh-grated Parmesan cheese, not the sawdust-tasting crap in the green can.  You really should use a Fresh Fettuccine from the refrigerated section, not the dried stuff in a box -- it makes a big difference.  You don't have to use Plugra or Fleur de Sel or Parmigiano Reggiano, but the quality will show through if you do because this is such a simple dish. 

    Fettuccine Alfredo is also a good introduction to Cream-based Pasta sauces.  Add some minced garlic, and you have a garlic cream sauce.  Add some pesto, and you have a Creamy Pesto.  Change the cheese even, to Gorgonzola maybe.  Once you make your first Fettuccine Alfredo and realize how easy it is, you'll realize how versatile this basic technique is, and how many different dishes you can make just by changing a little bit or adding a little something more.

    I hope you give this one a try, just so you can see how easy it is to make at home.


    I N G R E D I E N T S:

    1 1/2 Cups Cream or Half-and-Half
    5 Tbsp Unsalted Butter
    1 Cup Freshly Grated Parmesan Cheese
    1lb (500g) Fresh Fettuccine

    Salt and Pepper/ Grated Nutmeg to taste


    P R O C E D U R E:

    Start by boiling your pasta water.




    When the water is at a rolling boil, add a bit of salt and add your Fettuccine.  Stir it around so it doesn't stick.  If you are using Fresh Fettuccine, you only need to boil for about 2 minutes.




    Combine your Cream and Butter in a saucepan or skillet.  Simmer for about 5 minutes, or until slightly thickened.




    Add your grated cheese in a few batches at a time, stirring as you go.  It should melt into the cream as you stir.




    Take your cooked Fettuccine, add it to the Sauce pan, and stir until the sauce is absorbed.  Feel free to simmer it a few minutes longer if you like, but otherwise...
     
    Done.  Easy right?

    Salt / Pepper/ Nutmeg to taste.




    Fettuccine Alfredo is usually served as a Starter dish in Italy in small portions, with grilled meat.  I like mine with some Grilled Prawns.  These are U-15 Tiger Prawns which I've marinated for 30 minutes in garlic, olive oil and chili peppers; and then grilled until just medium-rare.  Yes, that's Galbi up there.  I eat it with that too.



    Plate and Serve immediately, as Alfredo is best eaten immediately.
    Also, I like to crumble Parmesan Cheese off of the block as a garnish.




    * * * * *




    I exhaled a deep breath on my balcony, letting my hands and forearms rest on the wrought iron railing in front of me.

    I looked back in through the window, at Chieko and June doing the dishes in the kitchen.  Chieko, like June's big sister.  June, who reminded me of Katie before we started down into the dark places of this world together, ten years ago.  Before Katie fell.  Before I fell.  When we were pure, innocent beings, like June was, laughing as she flung soap bubbles at Chieko.

    I sighed.  June.  Chieko.  This beautiful home.  I looked down at myself.  The tailored, hand-stitched shirt I wore so casually now would have paid a whole month's rent for my parents back then.  And the watch on my wrist could have paid my father for nearly a year back then, as he worked long difficult hours so that I would have a chance in life.  I would have, then, if I could have.  But life is what it is now, not then. 

    Everything, all of this, every dish I ever cooked and all that I am -- all started there that night, in my parents kitchen in our apartment in the ghetto, with the Fettuccine Alfredo and Katie.  For better or for worse, that dinner changed the course of my life... but I knew all that I had now... it was blood money.  And I hated it.  If it hadn't been for Katie and the Fettuccine Alfredo, I would not be who I was now, where I was, what I was.  But we paid so much for it.  Katie followed me into the deep, dark places of this world, and she paid a toll more costly than mine.  We paid too much for it.

    I wondered, what my life would have been like... what our life would have been like, had we never had our Fettuccine Alfredo that night?

    Love and Aloha, from another time and place.


    Do you have any Foods that have Special Significance to you?  A Food that invokes a memory, or makes you remember a certain time, place, or person?  What, Who or When?

    NOTE:  Read the Comments, there's some really interesting/ cute/ sad/ heartwarming stories being posted there by readers!

Comments (74)

  • artworkjanalee@xanga

    I didn't answer the question.  (BTW I'm not an absolute beginner; I can cook simple things, but I would like to REALLY learn.) I used to make chocolate truffles with centres of liqueur for Christmas. So, they make me think about trying to match the taste of a Mozart truffle ball, on Christmas Eve. No pressure.

  • secade@xanga

    @chow - Heh, the  fact that I mispelled it should tell you how far out of touch with my own history that I am... It's quite surprising to find someone non-jewish with an interest in Jewish-type things. It's hard to find anything to do witth Judaism here in the midwest, we're so... WASPy.

    I made the alfredo last night. It wasn't very good... I think I had the heat on too high, so instead of the cheese melting into the cream/butter smoothly, it got super chunky and wouldn't mix. Some flour/water helped later, and it stopped separating and starting tasting like alfredo, but it was still grainy. Was that because it was too hot, or because I bought a cheap block of Parmesan?

  • miniate@xanga

    *hugz* That's really sweet. You don't just cook well - you write well too. =)


    I'm going to be very brave and try this. If it's good, I'll comment again. If it doesn't... well, either I'll have burnt the house down or I'll have poisoned myself and my family. =PShould I survive any mishaps that may occur, I may well try your next recipe and hope that my skill in following your instructions improves. xD
  • christao408@xanga

    Your life stories are threatening to become even more interesting than your cooking, which is saying a lot, both about your life and your writing.  Fettuccine Alfredo is a perfect example of what really good food is about: simplicity of ingredients and flavors that, when combined, become something more than the sum of the parts.


    So many foods I've cooked, especially meals for friends and family, carry special significance.  Whether it was preparing a holiday dinner for two dozen friends at our Victorian in SF where we had to run tables out the dining room and into the parlor, or an Easter dinner for family members, each special meal carries deep meaning.  Cooking is always best when done for love.

  • yang1815@xanga

    OMG I LOVE fettuccine alfredo!!!

  • ElusiveWords@xanga

    Michael... I've fallen in love with your cooking already and now I'm falling in love with your stories and writing.

    Thanks for mentioning my post - appreciate it.  I couldn't figure out how I got a couple of comments on it although I knew they came from your site. 

    Gosh, I have so many favorite dishes from my mom.  The earliest one is probably fried rice.  I could just eat that non stop.  I love rice.  I even have plain white rice to accompany fried rice.  One time we visiting Hong Kong and my grandmother was making fried rice.  It was good and close to what my mom had made.  I told her "Apo (grandmother), your cooking is like my mom's."  She just chuckled. 

    I cook on Sundays for my dad now.  It's one of the things that keep me sane. 

  • Squad52

    HOW DO YOU PRINT THE RECIPES FROM THIS SITE?


  • Squad52

    @artworkjanalee@xanga - HOW DO YOU PRINT THE RECIPES FROM THIS SITE?

  • orcofdoom@xanga

    Damn ... if only my life could be so dramatic.  Flooding memories in every spoonful.


    I have had my fill of Italian food.  After being chef at this one classic Italian place, and my journey through the hell of Italian-American cuisine stuck in the 80s, I've grown tired of it.  Those jobs didn't need a chef so much as simply someone to be able to do that stuff.  There was little creativity, flexibility, or room to play with.  Classic Italian food is always about simple ingredients, put together, and eaten when prepared.  I was kept in a box too long, and now I'm too crazy for simplicity in a classic fashion anymore.  The things I make have stylistic backgrounds in classic stuff, and then made crazy in my own fashion.  

    Btw, I just moved to Maui.  I'm jealous of you.  I should have moved here sooner.  Instead, I wasted my time in NYC, and colder places.  Actually, I guess it wasn't as much a waste of time as a time being wasted ... good times.  Hope there are more to come.
  • rAzOrKisS09@xanga

    This was so cute to read! But it also made me a little sad.
    The first time my ex boyfriend made scrambled eggs for me, he was in the middle of making a huge breakfast with eggs, bacon, sausage, and hash browns. It took so long to make the entire meal that by the time it was ready, he had to leave for work immediately and didn't get a chance to have any for himself. He did, however, make me a plate and ask me how it tasted. It looked delicious; I ate a forkful of the scrambled eggs and I could definitely taste a little bit of raw egg in there. Slightly alarmed and praying I wouldn't get sick, I grinned and told him how amazing it tasted as I chewed and swallowed it as fast as I could. I'll never forget that :]

    <3

  • lauralen@xanga

    It's odd...I'm trying to think of a dish that has a special significance for me and...I feel like it would all come rushing back as soon as the smells entered my nose as the dish was set before me...but I can't think of it right now. It would be something my mommy made, of course. Not living there prevents me from experiencing this. Also, she doesn't cook the same as when we were little. 6 people on a smaller budget - we'd eat casseroles and things mostly, I assume. Now it's just the two of them. A 9x13 casserole lasts a lot longer with 2 people.

    I'm sitting here munching on your cookies, btw. Before dinner. I'm a bad example. Although, the little one does not know about them. We try to keep him away from the sugars.

    The REALLY odd part is that one food that is of great comfort to me is...hot dogs. Plain, no bun even. Terrible, I know. Generally I eat turkey or all beef hot dogs, which is slightly better. But really, it's because of blood sugar stuff. Especially since my experience in Thailand. Living on my own, when my brain would freak out wondering whether I'd eaten enough or recently enough, I knew that I could open the fridge, grab a hot dog, and 30 microwave seconds either, be eating a marvelously salty bite. Also orange juice. With the hot dog. So that's my comfort food. Hot dogs and orange juice. Two things you would ALWAYS find in my house. Neither of them are here, mainly because I keep forgetting to buy hot dogs at the store. And I'm not as mentally fragile as I was in 2006/07.

  • aZnAnImEkId@xanga

    for me its fried chicken. when i was still little i'd visit my dad's side of the family in malaysia. we always went to the same restaurant, a dirty food stall near the mall with an outdoor kitchen with one old man with a huge wok. id look forward to that chicken every year, the best ive ever had. as with all good things, he came and went and its been something like 10 years since i've tasted that man's cooking.


    i love your pasta entries btw, hope you decide to show a carbonara recipe, i love carbonara.
    you have any stories you've written? im a big fan of fanfiction and you spin a very good tale
  • nutz4walnuts@xanga

    Growing up I loved this chicken marinated in yellow sauce that you could buy from the street vendors.  When you go home, all you had to do was fry the chicken and it was the best ever.  When my grandpa passed away, my aunt babysat us while my parents traveled out of the country.  Since she knew how much I loved the fried chicken, she made it every single day for me.  By the end of the week, I couldn't even look at it anymore =(


    The last time we went back, my uncle's friend took us to his island for the weekend.  Since we have to cook there, my mom bought the chicken just for me.  Well, that night I came down with a fever and ended up eating congee =(::::::  Noone would even sneak me a piece of it (darned cousins!) =/


  • chocolatescifi@xanga

    The ingredients might count for something, but I'm guessing that the skill probably counts for more.  I like to think of myself as a decent cook, but if I were to make Fettucine Alfredo using the ingredients you used recently, and you were to make it with the ingredients you used for that first try, I'm willing to bet that you would still make the better dish.

  • janusfiles@xanga

    I suppose for me, it's a stroganoff recipe I created back in college.  I've modified it over the years until it's in its current form.  (You can find the recipe on my site.  Click the "recipe" tag, and look for the entry "Stroganoff 101.")


    For years, I didn't have a name for it, other than just "stroganoff."  Then, there was this one night that gave it a name -- "Seduction Stroganoff."


    Yes, there is a story behind the name.


    Yes, it involves a girl.


    NO, I'm not going to tell you anything else.

  • Joanna_said_SO@xanga
  • J2theLo@xanga

    thank you for sharing your heartfelt memories, i couldn't stop reading!
    also your food photography is beautiful. simple and elegant and to the point.

    ck alfredo reminds me of my past love also. very dear to my heart, and i've always wondered how to make it (even though i'm culinary trained. haha!) i think it was also one of those magical dishes that i didn't want to "figure" out, because it meant so much to me, and is a source of comfort.
    but now i have to try this, b/c your story made me smile tonight and is so inspiring :)

    i love that you put the meaning of love into your cooking and translate it for everyone
    it makes it very relatable and approachable! keep doin what you do ;)

    xoxo,
    -J from jloeats.com

  • supanamja@xanga

    Ugh, it's been ages since I've had fresh pasta.

  • justagirlreally@xanga

    I figured it was high time I comment here since we've been conversing on my site exclusively.

    The food equal love concept is awesome. I've never said it directly, but it is definitely the thought behind cooking in my household. We always joke around about it being in the "blood". Mom taking after her Jewish grandmother and me taking after Mom...so our mantra is no one ever leaves our house hungry.

    I admit, I've never been able to make a decent Fettuccini Alfredo so I am definitely going to be trying this.

  • MarkJennBaby@xanga

    Awesome technique!  This is the only way I make this dish as well   Creamy foods are soo comforting lol

    I have so many fond food memories...often I smell food cooking somewhere and it takes me back to when I was a kid and the only worry I had was my brother trying to take my last forkful of food from my plate lol....

    The one dish that totally stirs some of the happiest and the most loving memories is this really simple dish my friend's gma used to make for us called cream chicken on toast...or as my wasp-y in laws call chicken a la king lol...again a cream based concoction.  It is a really simple dish to make but when her gma would make it for us, I totally felt all the love and care she poured into it. 

    Nothing is quite like the feeling you get when you have food made with love for you... it's a soul connecting kind of thing

  • UnwindingMind@xanga

    Your blogs are amazing. And your story is so sad. Do you mind giving me the link to "The Last Kiss" blog?

    Any ways, you've inspired me to start cooking. My culinary skills are very limited. heh ^^; I tried making pancakes once from scratch with my nephew. It was a competition to see who made the better pancakes at 1-2 in the morning. Both our pancakes came out burnt on the edges and raw in the middle. =/ We decided to eat ramen noodles after that. So much for a "midnight" breakfast. lol.

    I think I'll start baking. I've always had a sweet tooth. =)

    By the way, your pictures are awesome. They make me so hungry, even though I just ate.

  • Meowmeowkimmaee@xanga

    I cooked eggs for my first love. He goaded me to cook something for him and it was the only thing I knew. But I didn't do it the way he usually did and he said, "what are you doing! let me show you, here." and we fought over the stove, laughing and giggling. I don't think he wanted to eat eggs at all. He just wanted to have the shared cooking experience.

  • chinkdub@xanga

    I love this recipe i never knew cooking alfredo from scratch was so easy. My first a attempt was semi successful for the most part thanks!

  • ErosUpBaby

    HoneyBunny made me pancakes from scratch when I came to visit her in her first apartment.  I used to make heart shaped mini pancakes...she made a big one for me that day.  >>-------->

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